I am so thankful that God lets me start each day over. That he loves me so much that he forgives me and me and him start each day over. That is unconditional love is there at all times no matter how many times I mess up.
So today I chose to change.
I don't want to live the same old life that I had, I want a life that is victorious in GOD each and everyday. I chose to stop believing Satan's lies.
I have a very low self esteem. I never think that I am good enough. I never do anything right and if I dropped off the face of the earth no one who care. What is so bad I was so use to downing myself that I didn't and even realize that I was doing it. Well, I had a very dear friend who ask me today why was I always putting my self down. They told me that in all most every email I send them that I put my self down. Wow, I didn't realize that. They told me that it hurt them to hear me do it and would I please stop. But the questions they ask me that really got me was this, I WONDER HOW GOD THINKS? DOES HE WONDER WHY ALSO? OK that broke my heart and I just cried and begged God for forgiveness. I guess I never even gave God a thought. I wondered to my self why was that I was more concerned with the world than GOD? You know my thing was God created me and he had to love me, but people don't.
I told my friend that when all you have been told and made to think you weren't good enough, that, that is what you believe of yourself. But see my problem is that I was always listening to the wrong person. I was listening to the world and Satan's lies. I wasn't listening to what the one person who knows me best and loves me the most with an unconditional love was saying. So, I told my friend that I was going to start listening to GOD and every time Satan told me the lies I was going to come back at him with words of love that God has given me in his Holy Word.
But can I say to anyone who is reading this post. If you have children in your life or around them please always tell them how much God loves them and how very special they are. We each are a very special gift to GOD and from God to each other.
